I thought of writing many times, but never thought of writing my fisrt note cum blog on a different subject. Today i am writing my first blog on of subject of theft. My mobile was stolen on Saturday.3rd mobile. My much loved, purchasedfrom hard earned money. I wonder what sins i have committed due to which this incident happened to me. I feel that if god wants to punish me for my crimes,it should be sort out ones for all, so that I can have my days with no badthings. This may sound foolish, but I am not able to think anything else.Someone rightly said once that god's plans for my happiness are much better than my dreams or desires. But the pain of losing something multiple timeshurts badly. I did not get interest in anything till yesterday evening.
Moreover, I am losing interest for this city, the Mumbai city. Thinking of why I am being selected for this thing more than one times. It may be true that one can claim me irresponsible and it is my fault that I should be cautious, kyon ki yeh Mumbai shehar he, haadso ka shehar he! But even believing this for a second, shouldn't be right that the thieves had right to steal whatever they want? Basically,stealing should not happen in ideal case. But this is not raam-raaj and this is crime capital. Ab to yehi soch raha hu ki ab koi or cheez chori ho gayi to shehar chhod ke hi bhaag jaaunga. At least, I will feel more safe in Gujarat than here.
There is saying in Guajarati for Mumbai,'Mumbai ni kamaani Mumbai ma samaani.' Whatever you earn in Mumbai, it will get spentin Mumbai and you save nothing. With today's morning, I have decided to move ahead by forgiving the past as advised by my father. I have to be more practical and more attentive; hence I can utilize properly whatever i have, my money, my time, etc.
Hoping for the sun to shine once more. (Since it already rained a lot here!!)
